Timeless ring!

When my mother brought me a gold ring 9 years ago, it was among the precious things I deeply love and admire.

It was unique that it was tall and has an end like the sepals of the rose, With a red pearl rendering it to an elegant woman standing in front of the mirror.

I really adored the fact that this ring always uplifted me and made me feel like I’m worthy and special. It wasn’t about wearing jewelry at all, but about a sense of transparency inside my soul that let me feel I am a winner after all.

I felt comfortable and satisfied when having it at my hand with its glittering red pearls. 

Years have passed and I had to sell it urgently one day. It was a moment I was not sure about my feelings. May be I didn’t want to experience any emotions at all. Selling it quickly was a way to relieve any sudden burden of the moment. But I felt overwhelmed and relatively uncertain about my attitude.

At this stage in my life I also lost many significant items that belongs to me, as an unconscious way to feel free from any attachment of the past. As if proving to my self that I am strong enough to go without any possessions! Even if they were lovely!

Months came later when I realized that I have deceivingly being victimized between my conscious mind and my weakness part_ who endured all the bad situations left behind. It was not the ring that I sold, it was the past I fearfully was escaping from!


Do we fool ourselves in the pursuit of dreams?

Follow your dreams!

Though it’s said hundreds of thousands of time and sometimes it just loses its shiny impression upon us, but it’s still invaluable no matter what. 

We all hear about how important to pursue our dreams and never settle to them. But sometimes it came to you in the form of hard situations and unbearable moments that your intuition or inner voice would tell you that in its simple yet unique form _ Just follow your dreams. 

Hard situation is hidden  to tell you that you are in your way to achieve your dreams, or that you abandon them altogether that’s why you suffer now! Or that you are in the wrong way assuming that you go after your dreams, but they are not yours actually, they might be theirs and you just fear being lonely!

I belive that life won’t let you fall into the trap of such illusions, but would empower your life with events and persons to guide you. Prophets are every where. But it’s our clear vision and being open to all the ways that might lead us that would determine whether we will fulfill our aspiration and find our value in life or we will go astray, accusing life of all the afflictions we have in our life. 

It is our choice and responsibility to make our life the way we decided to.

How transformation created me a new life!


Being an empathetic girl, enriched my soul as well as dried it! You came through a phase where you almost understand everyone’s else feelings even without declaring them, letting yourself be the natural healer whether by listening wholeheartedly, or by even imagining this person talking to you as you are able to fathom the hidden thoughts especially those charged with pain, as this is you real talent to reach deeper as an empathetic person not as an analyzer!

Our problems are that we feel more than required, we feel sorry for people inside us, we care more, we avoid flattering, we seek the real companion. We live a sincere relationship and we never think of how we can both give and take! As if we are doomed to give and it’s embarrassing enough that we may take. We feel we are worthless to take, because our emotions tell us that there are a lot to endow and the time to get has not yet come!

Needless to say what the outcomes would be_ we all know they are terrific an heartbreaking!

We soon discovered that people do not care enough, can not see through your heart, and can not discern why your are so soft and sensible. Why you, sometimes, prefer to withdraw and just cry rather than blaming the other and telling them what they won’t understand!

You came to realize that you only loved to see the others less suffering, while not allowing others to realize that you suffer too, even tremendously, as you felt it’s inappropriate to show it. But very deep inside you, there’s a suppressed scream telling you:”Nobody cares!” But you insist not allowing these voices to come to surface, because you think they are the devilish thoughts inhabitant within you!

After year of aggravated pain and sorrows, you begin to feel as if a new soul is starving to come to life. This soul is your new brother. It’s the real voice and life hidden deep inside yourself, being denied all the rights to shine before! This is your truest spirit that deserves to be loved to and cared for. The peaceful soul that loves, hates; that gives,takes; that listens, and expresses too.

This is how I began to embrace my vivid spirit step by step, not allowing selfish people, whoever they are, to stay again in my life. The fantastic thing is that I began to feel the deep love the way I dreamed off one day.They were around me_ my real friends. But I could not enjoy the intimacy with them without getting the others out. Real and false people cannot be balanced together. You have to choose either. And I really chose the loved, truly caring ones. I began to feel the sweetness of how life and friends could give us all what we aspired to and even more.

How harsh moments helped me access my deepest self !


It might be hard to recall the exact feelings one felt at a certain moment as, after sometimes, one began to sense them as vague and obscure ones. That is exactly how I felt when looking back at certain moments in my life where I found myself reformed again_ at least from that experience angle. It is surprisingly enough how we develop day after day that we can look at ourselves from the bird’s eye; sometimes laughing, sometimes astonished or even stunned.

I found all the aid and insights I needed in those moments, as they helped not only to show us how wrong and shortsighted we were but rather how we could use them to dramatically transform our life. Those hard moments has the full ability to dig into even the unfathomable thoughts laid there within you, even unknowingly!

A life coach once talked privately to me,” the most difficult thing you ever would encounter in life, yet you have to deal with, is your relationship with the others,” I was still young having little experience to show up. He then continues as if prospecting my future saying,” But step by step you would be able to handle it only with patience and persistence,” going further more he added,” then you may be stuck with someone who would seem to be a stubborn and very difficult to deal with and then step by step and with deep understanding you would be able to get through it too.”

The day passed and I even forgot what he said, heading my life in a way I regarded now as the embodiment of foolishness. I experienced hardships and distractions and even fear from the unknown though I was active and seeking all opportunities to grow. However, I got lost, may be, the most critical thing to help me with obstacles was : knowing myself better!

I escaped fear and was unable to handle it properly within me; that’s why it had aggravated! I abandoned many great opportunities and relationship lest I would fail!

Years passed and I realized how terrible, at least to me, life was and how terrific my thoughts were!

One of the trickiest thought that many others and I have once believed is that time is endless and loose enough that we can do everything we want, even if we procrastinated it for months! As though youth would surpass Time! This is how time is slipped through our fingers and until years went rapidly then we realized how we’re living in delusions.

This was the way I’ve been through to help me rediscover my true self.

The journey began when I started out to experience many different situations and people and thoughts too. You won’t be able to see yourself clearly unless you’re involved in a live situation. Then month after month, failure followed with success and vice versa. I then became more aware of my deep motive and true inclinations that would guide me to the real self-fulfillment.

I owe the difficult moments all the credits that they enabled me to get back to my past dream, dated back, may be, to childhood days: that’s writing. I always thought of myself as the greatest lover of a word! Words were people share their genuine feelings and ideas with those around them. I was one of those people who were sensitive enough as how to create different world though their utterances. 

I actually was an exceptional one to persuade someone to do something. That’s what I began to notice from people’s reaction. I was even the one recommended at any speaking prompts and I don’t know why I never refused that offer even once!

Such innate abilities were deeply hidden and even lost when I advanced in years that I became deeply shattered and distracted as how to know exactly what I wanted in life. 

Thanks to those moments I experienced and those harsh situations that I became the person who I am today. And what I also discovered is that what hinders you from achieving your full potential is the lack of connecting with your own self! This, in its turn, would cause you to have an attitude of rejecting weakness within you. Leaving all bad experience behind, of course, I don’t mean living in them, but to embrace them so as to be able to get the appropriate lesson from them and then toss them all.

I believed that this way of thinking benefited me a lot when it comes to starting out again my new life and any moment of my new life. 

My ideas are my invincible army!


Your way of thinking, ideas, and attitude are stronger than any other circumstances surrounding you.

So if you want to increase your level of self-fulfillment in life, you’ve to be armed with strong ideas about your self and your innate abilities first.

This only would guarantee you to be standing on the right path ready to do all what it takes to achieve your full potentials.

Freedom: our innate desire to get released


We all aspire to push our life to the full potential level through which we can feel a good sense of ourselves. We can achieve this by empowering this simple choice that we already have.

That is Freedom!

Yes, I claim that freedom is a choice that we all can activate internally to go beyond borders and discover life as has never been before.

Let me say something I noticed about people around me or even in distant place, and this sometimes even applies to me , that whenever you find someone suffers, it’s a strong indicator that they lack freedom in a away or another in their life.

But wait..

You may jump into a conclusion that some people are miserable while they have all the worldly comforts they need and any one aspires to. That’s,of course, not the sense of freedom I am arguing about.

What I argue about is the ability to let go of all the constant desires whether to be a high rank position, and grabbing attention; by the way such things will not be abandoned completely, though. Adding to that all kind of bad or miserable feelings or unfulfilling situations as the other dark side of attachment. By releasing all these kind of chains, you will feel good enough about yourself and your future even if matters are not so great.

You are not attached to such things in a way that would deprive you from feeling the MOMENT that you already have. You will attract more of what you feeling right now, so be cautious and watch your inner feeling as they invisibly connect and contact with the outer world, allowing you to take the more of all that’s already inside.

So if you want to be more happy and fulfilled, you have to feel free and be quite sure that you can get all what you aspire to, once you carefully planted the idea deep inside yourself.

Freedom is the gate to your prosperous future yet to come . It’s your choice and still and will ever be at your hand!


How frustration boosted my desire to succeed



All the time we are bombarded with various and even contradictory kind of situations that affect ourselves and reshape our inside. So it’s no surprise that we become perplexed and confused feeling our selves at the brink of failure.

I am no exception to this as I underwent all such contradictory feeling as how I can be my self and my life flourish again. Here’s what I did and how it impacted my whole life.

Decided I am on the wrong path. This does not necessarily suggest that what I am doing is bad in itself, but would notify me that what I am doing is not suitable for my abilities and my skills that whatever I do, it would lead me to the nowhere. It was not only about the tools that I use but about the vision itself.

What my childhood memory inspired me of. We all have such vivid dreams that were inspiring enough to tell us more about our future and what we love to do and even how to do it.What I love long before my childhood matters an d even helped in my perplexing moments that I could recall my full potential gifts to  embrace and revive them again as I am standing on the crossroad!

Keeping my self away from negative atmosphere. Negative circle contaminate our inner peace and cause us to doubt our trust to create the fabulous life that we deserve. I stepped away from negative people as possible as I can. Also situation that may stir me up and cause me upset without any potential benefit, I also excluded from my list.

Suspending social network for a while. This step in particular benefited me far than I expected. As I took a bold decision to permanently deactivate my Facebook account, and quit from Instagram for months. All is fine now as I came back with new thoughts and spirit as how to make it an integral part of my still-to-come life of clear vision and aspirations.

Reading as a way to rediscover yourself. Of course reading is an indispensable part of our life that would keep both our mind and soul active and vibrant. It would give us a sense of fulfilling to our mind to grow and wander and to our soul to re-experience emotion in a new perspective. Reading would unite your shattered being into a whole entity that we all need as human beings.

Meditation thrived my soul. We all have been through tough moments that we lost our calmness and ability to generate ideas and enjoy our present moment. As millions of people seek meditation to relax  get in touch with their deepest soul to reconnect and create more integration and harmony. This was a great experience to me that enable me  not only to overcome whatever obstacle I encounter, but also helped me a lot to revive my soul to its very beautiful nature.

Attending courses and workshops. Keeping my self in contact with ongoing dynamic world guaranteed me a good deal of knowledge and interaction. This gave me the aid I need to recreate my vision and explore different thoughts with its all potentiality to become true. I learned how to be a totally different being relieved from my old thoughts and views. And this has may to do with the person I am today.